July 15th, 2006

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an intro?

Why am I here? on LJ? I have fabulous family and friends who are there for me and listen and help me. I live life to its fullest potential and I am always positive and happy. But...the truth of the matter is that there is a part of me that they will never understand. That no one I've known will ever understand and that I deal with every day of my life. A part of me that I believe someone else out there in the world does understand. I'm just not allowed to ever meet you. Because I have cystic fibrosis. and MRSA. I'm not going to explain what those are because I hope the only people who ever read this will allready know exactly what those to things are.
I need somewhere to vent. To let go and not always be motivating and inspiring. I need somewhere to let my fears go unleashed... I'm hoping to find someone else who knows what its like to climb the stairs and not be able to breathe and hate the fact that you know your body needs a couple of weeks in the hospital. Someone else who is sick and tired of being sick and tired. Who appreciates the days when skipping and running is possible because those days are farer and fewer between.