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i can't breathe

i'm at that point now
i'm done with the poetics
asking for help
my sister is helping me write
actually helping me write

the medications have been piling up
they are taking their toll
i am supersaturated with medications
i've been medically missing in action for two days
the docs started taking me off some of them to see how i would manage

and i am not managing
not managing at all

i'm drowning in the medications

i can't breathe

every hour
once an hour

i can't breathe

something has to change
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© Eva Dien Brine Markvoort 2006-2010

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effervescent
Mar. 25th, 2010 04:58 pm (UTC)
*Hugs* You are so incredibly strong, though I am sure it doesn't feel that way right now. Am sending so much love and so many good thoughts your way, Eva. ♥
the_shortcake
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:00 pm (UTC)
hold on an know you are loved
(Anonymous)
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:00 pm (UTC)
Eva, love love love breathe breathe breathe. If only we could all breathe for you. LOVE LOVE LOVE......... tears
(Anonymous)
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:01 pm (UTC)
Breathing for you
All will be OK

Love and peace to you on your journey
plumtreeblossom
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:02 pm (UTC)
EVA! Keep breathing, one breath at a time! Be strong, beautiful woman, beautiful college grad!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!
(Anonymous)
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:03 pm (UTC)
we love you!
we love you SO MUCH....please hang on it you can but know we all love you!
(Anonymous)
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:03 pm (UTC)
eva,

keep fighting, you can do it
I will never stop rooting for you
none of us will
today may just be a bad day which means there are good days to look forward too

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

love Sandra
katarzis
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:04 pm (UTC)
change scares me, terrifies me. and yet here you have me hoping harder than every that something will change
anjak_j
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:07 pm (UTC)
*hugs you*
*sends lots and lots of LOVE*
wifeybuddy
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:10 pm (UTC)
Lighting candles for you, Eva.

Love love love you.
med_cat
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:10 pm (UTC)
OH...:( Praying for you.

Hugs,
Cat
feebsicle
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:18 pm (UTC)
<3
(Anonymous)
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:19 pm (UTC)
breathe in breathe out
hi honey, Kim here. My google alert alerted me that you'd posted. The subject scared and saddened me but as some wise soul posted above this is a bad day and good days await. They have to; you aren't done yet. I wish I could breathe for you, we all do. We all wish we could lend you our breaths till your perfect new lungs are ready. I know that is only part of the battle, the lungs arriving, but everything comes in pieces, right? one step at a time, one breath at a time, one day at a time. easy for me to say but I have to say something? I just don't believe your time is up. the world is selfish and needs a lot more of you.
love you always, breathing for and with you always, my heart goes out to you and to your whole wonderful family.
kim
lindylousmith
Mar. 25th, 2010 06:24 pm (UTC)
Re: breathe in breathe out
I so want to be elegant in my reply to your post, and Kim's done it all for me, here, so I simply say, "ditto".

Big big hugs and love,
Lindy in Edmonton
Re: breathe in breathe out - silverplate88 - Mar. 26th, 2010 10:32 am (UTC) - Expand
(Anonymous)
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:19 pm (UTC)
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
(Anonymous)
Mar. 25th, 2010 05:19 pm (UTC)
Eva
I wish words alone could help take this pain away from you. Just know that so many people are praying for you right now.
You are loved by so many.
Sandy
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